Les is in bed so I get quality time at his computer. He still won't let me go to school or get a job. I got an email from a youth employment worker and he almost flipped. He'll flip if he reads this too but fuck it cause the only friends I have left are online. I swear, I never go out. At the end of this month i'm buying a computer for my room ( Read more... )

well I finally got a new place in Etobicoke with Les. and finally got the internet too but I don't get on much. Furniture next week.

I'm in computer class again. This is the only time I get to write in here. Me and Les are still going down a bumpy road. But we keep truckin along with this relationship. I'm getting fatter...129 lbs, the largest I've ever been in my life. We hardly have enough money to eat and I walk everywhere so I don't understand it. Next week I'm going ( Read more... )

Nm, I guess I'm the one that left everybody behind. Somebody come visit me in Toronto! I can't afford to travel myself right now or I would. my number's 416 760 5805

Well Mariko's leaving, some people are in school, not to name any more names but...ever get the feeling you're being left behind?

My bf is very sick today and I'm at work anyway because I missed too many days last week and the week before. I think he's expecting me to get off early and come check on him but I don't know how possible that is. He hinted at it though...I hate when people expect me to take a hint; just FUCKING SAY WHAT'S ON YOUR FREAKING MIND instead of faking ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be doing a Power Point presentation on Toronto right now but I'm slacking. I go to work, come home and lounge and maybe fight and watch tv or dvds. I haven't read a book in a month.

I think we're back together again.

I think Les just broke up with me. He was the best thing ever to happen to me. We ran into my ex-girlfriend on my way to work and I forgot to introduce him to her as my boyfriend. So he's breaking up with me. Move my stuff out of the house and everything. I'm completely heartbroken. My life sucks. There's no point. There's just no point

I've basically pretty much moved in with Les. Yesterday we terrorized the town with water guns and went shopping for speakers I helped him buy for his birthday (sucking up because I'll be broke at the end of the month ( Read more... )