I know you're not taking my calls today; I'm not bothering. Whatever you think I'm doing to you, I think you're doing it to me too. What did I do that made you think I was inviting you for food then hitting you (re: dog analogy)? That day I invited you over to my house and you walked away. I wasn't about to go chasing you down the street...I ( Read more... )

where to start...I'm happily in love...off drugs...out of jail...and you're all invited to come visit at my place on Queen street, you know who you are. So if any of you are in Toronto ever just drop me a line.

It's weird how when everything is all good there's nothing much to say about it. And everything is good. Really good. And that's it.

At Queen and Spadina the other night I ran into...get this...Julian. I thought we were going to go for beers tonight so I was all ready to go out but I've got court tomorrow and I don't want to be hungover so we're going to get drunk Wednesday instead ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream that Anatole and this hot guy were competing over who gets to pierce my septum. Before that I dreamed I was running away from Les in the CN tower and there were these pixies everywhere ( Read more... )

Les has been calling my mother's place lately. I don't know if I should take legal action or not. I'd like a restraining order. That day I saw him at the welfare office was creepy ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here waiting for my codeine recipe to finish cooling off so I can get high. Right now I'm playing with tylenol 3's, extracting the codeine from the acetaminophen. Fun stuff. If anybody wants to know how to do that just ask. This is only my second time doing it though. My love, Wade's phone has been turned off for days. He could be ( Read more... )

Julian! Right at Spadina and Dundas. I was panning and was having a really bad morning so when I saw him I just started crying and then because I didn't want him to see me cry, I walked away. Sad. Laura, Mariko, have you guys talked to him at all lately? The things we used to do to that boy ( Read more... )

I am going into rehab soon. I'm down to 109 lbs for anyone who cares. Yay! But as soon as I go into rehab I'm sure I'll balloon up like a whale again. It's something i have to do though I think.

Well, thanks to all you guys wishing me well, my lawyer kicked ASS at my trial! Conditional discharge. The judge told me he'd throw me in jail next time though, so there isn't going to BE a next time ( Read more... )

That's right, I'm getting evicted. And Les, instead of talking to the landlady is sleeping. And he doesn't want to get a new place with me so all my furniture has to go into storage and if I can't find a room decent enough to fit a double bed in 10 days that doesn't want last months rent, I'm on the street again ( Read more... )