My mom lost her job today.

It's over.
I'm fine.
Don't worry about me.

So.
Spencer and I are on a break from our relationship.
I have a lot of personal issues that I need to sort out.
I hope it works.

Sometimes you just have to sit back and watch the car crash.

This is one of those times...

Matchbook Romance "Tiger Lily"

We drive tonight ( Read more... )

All is back to well in life.
I am very glad.
Spencer is still mega jealous.
And pretty much just hates Nathan.
But Nathan is now once again speaking to me.
He acts as if nothing happened.
Which is good!
I am happy.
Merry Christmas everyone!

It seems like when anything in my life starts going right, it has to end ( Read more... )

So apparently everything bad that happens in everyone else's lives is my fault.
I'm sick of this...
.....
At least I have something to look forward to.

I cant really explain whats going on.
But it gets weirder everyday.
And for some reason...
I'm okay with that.

I know I dont write in here, like, ever. But I feel like some things are just better left unsaid. And this is one of those times. I dont really know why. I mean, its not like its a bg deal. Nor is it a big secret. Its just...Im not sure ( Read more... )

Today would have been his 48th birthday.
I don't know how I should be thankful for that.