Today, I feel a little ray of  hope that maybe everything will be ok. There's still a lot I have to do, especially with making room for what matters. I want to quit my job with ZAP permanently because I feel that I'm headed in a completely different direction and I don't want to look back at the part of my life that I'm trying to get away from. I ( Read more... )

Loving you would put me past redemption ( Read more... )

I cannot breathe...
I cannot think...
I feel my body sinking...

I cannot feel...
I cannot speak...
I feel my world shrinking...

I cannot stop,
To think of you -
Or all will stop -
My life will too...

Yet I can't see,
I cannot know -
I cannot understand...

Why it should be,
That I love you so -
With dying loyalty,
Until the end...

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