I am now 19 weeks gone and even though I know the amount of people actually reading this is very small you need to know... this journal will now go to shit. It will be about my crappy life, my god awful emotions, my ever growing bump and a heap of other mundane things nobody cares about. But feel free to read on I just might make your life seem ( Read more... )

11 weeks preggo. Now how the hell did this happen? And broken up with 12 hours after telling Cam to boot. Good lord can anything go right for more than a few months at a time. FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I am in a relatoinship and yet I really feel as though I am little more than a burden to my partner. No problem to drive his pal Jimmy to work and pick him up EVERYDAY!! But heaven forbid I ask for a ride to Sherwood Park so my daughter can come for the night. It is the same fucking distance, takes the same amount of fucking time. Jimmy gets the ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:Very HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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Well you would think that with the amount of time I spend on this stupid computer I would update this a bit more, oh well ( Read more... )

I just somehow ended up at a site that had listings of childrens games. I had forgotten so many. The strangest part to me is that I have never heard my daughter talk of any of the games I played as a child. But then she is only six. I wonder if girls still play chinese skipping or the Suzie clapping game, what ever happened to ball tag??? I now ( Read more... )

Cam has this roomate, Lisa. She is Satan dressed up in a party dress. But she is also good for some comedy. Here are a few tales about Princess Poo-Poo, Of the castle; Do It For Me, In the land of; Gimme Gimme, Run by her parents; King As You Wish and Queen Poor Baby You ( Read more... )

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Had a shitty night at work. No kidding you say? Yes another Shitty night. Worked with Rob so that made it tolerable, he's a great guy but he's moving far, far away. On a happy note... What's that, Me happy? Well not really but I gots booze so I will be soon enough. This recent cold snap in Edmonton is putting a damper on my mood and I'm sure ( Read more... )

Well this whole Karma thing can pretty much bite my ass. When Cam was sick a few months ago I acted all "oh poor baby" to him but I secretly cheered that I was untouched by the virus. So of course he got sick again and I never even thought I would get it as well. WELL GUESS WHAT DUMBASS? I am sick. Very ill. Not feeling good. Almost didn't get ( Read more... )