So I am back up at school and I find that this is the only semester so far that I haven't wanted to come back up to New York. I'm sick of being away from the ones I love and I just want to be home again. I quickly adapted to NY when I first moved up here and began calling it home after a few months, but now it no longer feels like home. It was ( Read more... )

So is it insanity to drive around for like an hour and a half each day hoping to find someone and then get home and immediately check the obituaries and police blotter to see if you see his name? I'm going with the yes I am insane theory. Happy belated new years to everyone.

I know you aren't going to see this but I want to wish you happy birthday anyways. I have been thinking of you a lot lately and I still miss you each day. You are always in my heart ( Read more... )

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So contrary to popular belief I am in fact still alive. *gasp* So things have been going good. Work and school leave very little time for a social life but I likes making the money, plus I enjoy my job. Nothing really exciting has been happening here. My brother bought a house so I've been trying to get over there as much as possible which ( Read more... )

This is the story of a girl who had a hole in her soul. Now whether she was born that way or someone created it for her at a young age she doesn't know but it was there. When she was 11 years old was when she really started to notice it though. She then started to think about suicide and how much easier it might be if she wasn't alive. She ( Read more... )

So its been like half a year. I'm lazy and have nothing to say. I finally turned 21. Go me. I would like to take this time to thank my friends and family for all the support and love they have given me... Sorry I'm in a weird mood. I went out with Manda tonight and had a great time. I really need to hang out with her more often. I've been ( Read more... )

I was pulled over at 1:07 in the a.m. driving home from a friends house. The officer comes up to the car and the first thing he says is "When was the last time you smoked up?" I told him its been a while. He said that I didn't answer his question and so I said probably over a year ago. He then says that he smells pot and asks me to step out of ( Read more... )

So I am pretty content tonight. I had a good day of no classes and this is the first week with ruth back and everything went really well. I honestly don't think that there will be a problem. Its kinda funny but I have been so pissed at her lately I had been questioning our friendship, but today I realized why I am friends with her and why I care ( Read more... )