Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

Alright, I should probably let everyone know right now, that I am not depressed, crazy, or suicidal. OK, maybe a little crazy. But don't worry. You see, the only time I write in this journal, is when I'm feeling sad, upset, angry, frustrated, or just hurting. I hardly ever write when I'm happy, which I am most of the time. I just need people ( Read more... )

I'm at this point in my life, where some big decisions are going to be made. It scares me, because I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know where I'm going to end up. And I don't know what to do. What if the final decision is the wrong one? What happens then? Do I get to have do-overs or is that just it? What happens when I can no ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let everyone know, that Tony Menard is a cute kid. He's really sweet and I like him. I just thought that you guys should know that. Yeah, I'm done.

Sometimes, I sit at my computer and read my journal over and over. Then, I try to come up with something to write in it. I often think about making up something about all the fun stuff I did today, but I don't like to lie all the time. Just most of the time. So the truth about today is this, after school I went to golf and golfed my first two ( Read more... )

I know that they say breathing is one of those involuntary reflexes that are controlled subconsciously, but I think I have some sort of defect. Oftentimes I find myself out of breath because I've forgotten to breathe. For example, I hope this doesn't make me sound like a psycho, but when I'm climbing into bed at night, I stop breathing. So once ( Read more... )

Wow...I golfed for about 3 hours today after school and I no longer have full use of my left arm. That's always good. Well, just to set the record straight, I didn't actually golf, I just hit practice balls in Angela's backyard. But we did go through all of the different clubs. Anyways, I'm tired as hell and I think my arm is about to give out ( Read more... )

My ACT's are taken and hopefully over with. That is definitely a test I do not want to take again. It wasn't horribly hard, but I really don't like having to take 5 hour tests. If you know anyone that does, they are a freak and you should probably avoid all contact with them. I think I got an OK score and if I didn't, who cares? I can just ( Read more... )

So I went to the golf meeting after school today...and I don't know how to play golf. Well, not really anyways. I've played putt-putt many a time, but I've never actually even been to a driving range or hit a golf ball really hard. So it should be pretty entertaining when our meets come up and I go out there and look like some sort of delinquent ( Read more... )

I am sooo tired. I don't know why I just can't go to bed. This hurts, you know. I am trying so damn hard. I've been crawling over broken glass just to find out that there is yet another thick glass wall between us. There is nothing for me to do except for stand there with my face pressed hard against the glass waiting for you to see me there. ( Read more... )