ive come to realize ive been a blind bastard for the past i dont even know how long. ive let so many things drag me down and focus my eyes where they shouldnt be focused. im trying to change. but you wont even talk to me. i really need to sort this out. im at the end of my rope.

i feel empty.

tomorrow is someone very importants bday.

however they arent talking to me.

what to do?!

that we hurt those we love the most..
i seem to do it over and over.
never learning our lesson.

im sorry. i really am

whats happened to me..
i was a real asshole last night.
im sorry

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hurrrrrriiiicaaanneeeesss make the world go insane. it seems like every year they get worse and worse. i think in 5 yrs they will knock america out. crazy shit huh ( Read more... )

                                                                         two and a half months down the road....

we've been through so much. faced alot of trials. faced things i didnt ever wanna face.

but i can assure you it was worth every second, every moment.

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so yeaterday i had another interview. turns out i applied for a management position and didnt even know it haha. they didnt seem to mind that i had no previous experience with it. the interview went great. i have a second interview tomorrow with the head manager. i hope i get it. i need some money. i go get my car next week. yay! im excited to get ( Read more... )

I got the talk         when I was younger and understood, as

I recall they hadn’t

mentioned this at all.

My heart was racing

like a sprinter that tripped and fell,

in   love

with a girl just for tonight and that’s all,

ive got big big plans

and ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: January 15

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene ( Read more... )