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5 years,9 months
It might have been appropriate.
People say that I would have to give up counting these dates.
Time does not necessary past fast.
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You were mine.
Somewhere in time;
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4 months.
I have walked alone for 4 months.
I have screamed, fought and cried myself to sleep on some days.
People remind me that I am doing fine, that I have been moving forward,some what.
But, they do not understand, they do not know that this is the only way.
I cannot possibly go back, its not an option that i have anymore.
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It doesn't hurt because
if you keep hurting the same part of you again and again and again,
the nerve endings all die.
And when that happens,
that part of you goes numb.
That's why it doesn't hurt.
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2013
It's 2013.
It still tugs at my heart strings when I see pictures of you and her together.
I deleted you from my Instagram today,I guess this was the last link which you can see my pictures. I guess you lost the right to know how I was the day you decided to let me go.
I guess 2012 was a year whereby I followed my heart,I placed you above myself,I ( Read more... ) -
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It's Christmas.
There are so many things I craved for and missed.
I miss having someone to cover my eyes during a scary movie.
I miss find your hands that would slip to perfectly into mine.
I miss getting hugs.
I miss you playing with my hair.
I miss smelling your familiar scent.
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5years8months.
Do you still remember?
It's difficult and strange to refer you as a past tense.you were my future and present. It seems now that you can only be my past tense.
People think I've dealt with this calmly but they do not know, that it had came to a point where I had no choice. Suicide would never bring you back to me, it's like I was left ( Read more... )