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As I think back.
A part of me had doubted him, its frightening to know that your gut feeling is right.
I guess, I knew that you'd end up cheating on me. Somebody once asked me if I would ever think that you'd cheat on me.
It was a 'yes'. I do not know why nor how.
But I just felt it.
But, I do not understand.
If I could overlook, I could forgive the bad.
Why couldn't you.
If I could only love you more and more each day, for the past 5 years.
How issit you could love me lesser and lesser?
I am jealous.
I am jealous of the world.
I am jealous of people being happy.
I could never find that same happiness.
And, I do not know why.
Its killing me.
A part of me had doubted him, its frightening to know that your gut feeling is right.
I guess, I knew that you'd end up cheating on me. Somebody once asked me if I would ever think that you'd cheat on me.
It was a 'yes'. I do not know why nor how.
But I just felt it.
But, I do not understand.
If I could overlook, I could forgive the bad.
Why couldn't you.
If I could only love you more and more each day, for the past 5 years.
How issit you could love me lesser and lesser?
I am jealous.
I am jealous of the world.
I am jealous of people being happy.
I could never find that same happiness.
And, I do not know why.
Its killing me.