im getting too stressed for the end of the semester.  I haven't eaten anything all day. or...all week for that matter.  I'm losing weight like a mofo, I've prolly lost 15 pounds. I have no energy.  I've felt sick to my stomach all day. I just want to throw up and get over it. I haven't started studying, because I've been far too stressed about ( Read more... )

coin operated boy
all the other real ones that I destroyed
cannot hold a candle to my new boy Andel
Never let him go
and I'll never be alone
and I'll never let him go
and I'll never be alone.....

I have a terrible cold.  Damn you Philliam!!!!

I like my coffee black just like my metal!!!!! *headbang*

last nite I was depressed, but today I'm just angry.

*bangs head against wall*

oh Johnen, you crazy crazy man. keep the faith. check out this rockin' music video if you haven;t seen it. Jason showed it to me last night, and I can't get the song out of my head ( Read more... )

the word of the day is "coccyx"

its the word for your tailbone.

I am increasingly of the opinion that Salvador Dali was a very crazy person.

lalalalalala! I feel so good today! I went to bed early last night! and I slept for 8 hours! and...yeah. I feel good. I should be stressing, b/c I was supposed to turn in my rough draft today, but its not done. So it didn't get turned in. hm.... oh well, I'm gonna go take a nap now until 6.

I don't know what to do.

I hate relationships, and boys, and emotions and hormones, and everything. Why can't I just be happy? Why can't I be a hermaphrodite? Anf why am I not fucking attractive or worth 5 minutes of any guys time? And why did I throw away the person who understood me the best? Why can't I fucking cry? Why can't I just melt into the floor, turn into a ( Read more... )