well, scratch that not being a lonely bastard thing. i am back on the market and not looking. i am ok though. things could definitely be a lot worse.

i had one of the best weekends i have had in quite some time. i took the afternoon off work on friday and took a nap all afternoon, then jessie came over at 6 and we took another 3 hour nap. then i went to erica's surpise b-day party. saturday i went to see cave in and converge with chris, booler, and brad. it was one of the best shows i have been ( Read more... )

i am jsut sitting back, enjoying not being a lonely rotten bastard. it's weird how me and jessie work. she has to totally plan everything out weeks in advance and try to fill as much stuff into each day as possible. and then there is me. i live each day as if i had no idea that this day was going to even happen. i don't even know what i am going to ( Read more... )

"i don't want to move ( Read more... )

i could blame it on the alcohol, but that would be a lie ( Read more... )

i wish that sometimes i didn't think all the time. right now my mind is hitting me from about 20 different directions right now. i haven't been sleeping very well for the past few weeks cause my mind won't quite down enough to relax. the past two weekends have just added that much more to it too. i am not complaining cause i got to be there for two ( Read more... )

i just witnessed one of the greatest acts of courage i have ever seen. i have nothing but respect for this person, and now i realize how much i have yet to grow up.

i have closure, and great opportunity to look forward to.

goodnight everyone.

i think that i am a bit misunderstood by some individuals. perhaps i don't quite communicate my full intentions well enough or just tend to leave out important things sometimes. it all makes sense in my head and i know i am not really being a douche, it just appears that way to said individuals. this is probably way too little way too late and i ( Read more... )

so i started my class this week. my 8th grade science teacher is in my class. i find this to be weird ( Read more... )

so it is a sad time. my parents are selling their house, and after next friday, they will no longer live there. after next thursday i will never go to their house to do laundry again. i grew up in that house, some mad crazy shit has gone down in that house. some of my greatest memories take place in that dirty nasty old basement. i'm kind of bummed ( Read more... )