we can always remember the past, but we only get one shot for today.
i wish that sometimes i didn't think all the time. right now my mind is hitting me from about 20 different directions right now. i haven't been sleeping very well for the past few weeks cause my mind won't quite down enough to relax. the past two weekends have just added that much more to it too. i am not complaining cause i got to be there for two of my really good friends through it all, and i wouldn't have had it any other way.
things aren't in any way going bad for me. i have actually been enjoying life a lot for a while now. here is a list of positive things that have happened in the last month:
-patched a huge wound up with an old friend that i haven't talked to in over 2 1/2 years and the last time we actually spoke neither one of us had anything evenly remotely nice to say to each other.
-tiff came and hung out with us for two days. we got to talk a lot more than the last time she visited so that was really sweet.
-ian, steenis, andrew, and i have started a bible study/prayer group at our house on wednesday nights. anyone can come.
-ian has been here off and on for the past 3 weeks a lot.
-finally got our band together. official lineup: wendy-vocals, erica-bass, blake-guitar, brett-guitar, me-drums. we have 3 songs written already and might play a show coming up in a few weeks.
-helped talk nate mills into NOT moving back to south dakota.
-went to midgetville and almost got skinned alive and left for dead in the middle of nowhere, think "texas chainsaw massacre" meets "willy wonka" meets "blair witch project" but real. probably won't go back for a while. i don't like being stalked throught the woods by an unseen man-beast. steenis-"it's jsut a skunk or something." right, a skunk doesn't knock trees over when it is charging at you through the woods.
-realized that i have feelings still and asides from usually being a prick, i can be an alright guy.
so i got that going for me, which is nice.
i pulled an abdominal muscle on saturday though, and that kind of sucks, still a little tender. hard to do some things at work right now, but i should be 100% in a day or two.
i hope everyone is trying to keep it postive. i know i am.
out.
things aren't in any way going bad for me. i have actually been enjoying life a lot for a while now. here is a list of positive things that have happened in the last month:
-patched a huge wound up with an old friend that i haven't talked to in over 2 1/2 years and the last time we actually spoke neither one of us had anything evenly remotely nice to say to each other.
-tiff came and hung out with us for two days. we got to talk a lot more than the last time she visited so that was really sweet.
-ian, steenis, andrew, and i have started a bible study/prayer group at our house on wednesday nights. anyone can come.
-ian has been here off and on for the past 3 weeks a lot.
-finally got our band together. official lineup: wendy-vocals, erica-bass, blake-guitar, brett-guitar, me-drums. we have 3 songs written already and might play a show coming up in a few weeks.
-helped talk nate mills into NOT moving back to south dakota.
-went to midgetville and almost got skinned alive and left for dead in the middle of nowhere, think "texas chainsaw massacre" meets "willy wonka" meets "blair witch project" but real. probably won't go back for a while. i don't like being stalked throught the woods by an unseen man-beast. steenis-"it's jsut a skunk or something." right, a skunk doesn't knock trees over when it is charging at you through the woods.
-realized that i have feelings still and asides from usually being a prick, i can be an alright guy.
so i got that going for me, which is nice.
i pulled an abdominal muscle on saturday though, and that kind of sucks, still a little tender. hard to do some things at work right now, but i should be 100% in a day or two.
i hope everyone is trying to keep it postive. i know i am.
out.