aijkduasijgkds.fabricliesMay 13 2009, 05:33:09 UTC
The thing is, Heechul is good at letting people go, but not really.
He laughs but he lingers, he smiles but it wavers, he jokes but he hopes, he demands but he remembers. Most times, it's not obvious; it never was.
It's only times when he has nothing to do (or everything to do but not wanting to do it), times like when he pulls the dictionary Kyuhyun left behind out from some hidden compartment in the drawer by his bed and mouths out the words written on sticky notes that the other stuck within pages, times like when he sits by himself in the laundry room to try to remember what it felt like to be boundless with only Kyuhyun and that moment mattering, times like when he lays in his bed with his blanket wrapped up tight around him like a cocoon that gives warmth like Kyuhyun's arms yet doesn't make him feel nearly as safe, is it obvious.
That's why, every time he sees Kyuhyun when he's alone (not surrounded by other people, because it's always different with others around), and sees that look in the younger's eyes, the one that
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Re: aijkduasijgkds.crimeisMay 13 2009, 05:46:41 UTC
bhgfffffhjgdfjkghfkjghdfkjghfkjghfkjghfkjghdfkjghdfjghdfkjg homg.homg. HOMG. YOU TOTALLY DID NOT. OH BUT YOU DID. YOU-- YOU MADE ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL ALIVE! :D
i am freaking. homg. i so love you. lovelovelove you so very much! gfdkjlghdkjghdfkjghdfkj smiles. SMILES. pinch me. guh. squishes you* i am not done spazzing. kyucin makes me happy. well-- anything with heechul makes me happy. you-- you are amazing bb! thank you for writing this. and just, is speechless.
this is right. heechul won't be the one to do so but it's kyu. hgfkjhfdkjghkfdj :)))))
Re: aijkduasijgkds.korichanMay 26 2009, 05:36:11 UTC
Okay I really absolutely love this ending as well, and I like that you still left it a bit open though we all know it has to be full of happiness and many many arguments and future breakups with awesome makeups so that the reader could imagine how and what happened. Of course, all that was fine and lovely except for the fact that the note thing was cheesy and makes me kinda think I should do that to umma, and then this:
times like when he lays in his bed with his blanket wrapped up tight around him like a cocoon that gives warmth like Kyuhyun's arms yet doesn't make him feel nearly as safe, is it obvious.
It makes me think of how much I miss playtime with my sseoni because I remember you rolling around and us making blanket cocoons. ;-;
He laughs but he lingers, he smiles but it wavers, he jokes but he hopes, he demands but he remembers. Most times, it's not obvious; it never was.
It's only times when he has nothing to do (or everything to do but not wanting to do it), times like when he pulls the dictionary Kyuhyun left behind out from some hidden compartment in the drawer by his bed and mouths out the words written on sticky notes that the other stuck within pages, times like when he sits by himself in the laundry room to try to remember what it felt like to be boundless with only Kyuhyun and that moment mattering, times like when he lays in his bed with his blanket wrapped up tight around him like a cocoon that gives warmth like Kyuhyun's arms yet doesn't make him feel nearly as safe, is it obvious.
That's why, every time he sees Kyuhyun when he's alone (not surrounded by other people, because it's always different with others around), and sees that look in the younger's eyes, the one that ( ... )
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i am freaking. homg. i so love you. lovelovelove you so very much! gfdkjlghdkjghdfkjghdfkj smiles. SMILES. pinch me. guh. squishes you* i am not done spazzing. kyucin makes me happy. well-- anything with heechul makes me happy. you-- you are amazing bb! thank you for writing this. and just, is speechless.
this is right. heechul won't be the one to do so but it's kyu. hgfkjhfdkjghkfdj :)))))
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YES.!!!! YAYKAMPAIYAAAY!!!
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(i just came back from school, i really don't feel like forming proper sentences and. stuff.)
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because I like to spam until everyone hates me <3 and because ILY for this and that and especially for THIS.. so <333
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EPIC WIN. <3
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Heenim, Kyuhyunnie... in the famous words of Tim Gunn... "Make it work!" :D
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times like when he lays in his bed with his blanket wrapped up tight around him like a cocoon that gives warmth like Kyuhyun's arms yet doesn't make him feel nearly as safe, is it obvious.
It makes me think of how much I miss playtime with my sseoni because I remember you rolling around and us making blanket cocoons. ;-;
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