So much is going on right now.. I dont even know where to begin..

Greg and I broke up about a month ago :(.  Its ok.. Im ok with it. I will have to be and I keep telling myself that b.c it was the right thing that needed to be done.  But I do miss him alot..

School is going GREAT I love every min of it.. although at times I get lazy..But over all I ( Read more... )

One min they are fine ( Read more... )

Relationships can be hard.. and sometimes I have no idea what to do to fix some problems. And I think this one is going to hurt but maybe be for the best... I hate being confused..

I always wore a smile,
(When inside I was dying, )
I would insist that I was fine,
(When really I was crying).

I didn't trust anyone,
With the fact I was depressed,
So I suffered by myself,
Desperately longing for rest.

I was always too ashamed,
(Or too stubborn at least, )
To admit that I was weak,
And that my joy had long since ceased.

So I don't know ( Read more... )

So I went to the doctors this morning.. and was informed that I have strep throat!..Yay.. and midterms is in a week...Perfect timing huh? But hey, my body is telling me something.. Im overtraining.. we all are that are going to that school.. So it wont hurt to take some time off. It might test wise.. but physcally it wont.

So Im stuck home..but ( Read more... )

Whats meant to be will always find it's way.

Believe in Yourself

Whatever it is you are wanting of you.
Whatever you choose in your lifetime to do.
So what if it's something that's totally new.
Believe in yourself. See it through.

It isn't important if others believe it.
What counts is that you were the one to conceive it.
And just how sincerely, you truly believe it.
Believe in yourself. You ( Read more... )

The past six months of my life I have opened my eyes up to so many new things and experienced new things. I have learned so much about myself. I have grown in more ways then one. Thanks to my wonderful boyfriend who truely loves me. He has been so supportive of me in everything I do. Hes there right when I need him the most.  Yes we have had our ( Read more... )

The day is nearing ( Read more... )

I will be 19 in less then a week :)

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Greg is taking me out Wed night and would like me to wear a skirt and heels.. LOl I guess I can. haha it will be fun :) Hes dressing up to :)