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Happy.
My son is staying with me this week. Good to spend time with him. Slept well yesterday. Feel more human. Staying away from bad habits. Creating more music.
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So.
My head is still a mess. Mood swings. Maybe I'm on my period.
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Unicorn
Bad poetry been circling my head. Not set to clanging piano yet..
A ragged Mane.
A sawed off Horn.
I used to be a Unicorn
Grey matted Coat.
A ton of Sass.
A certain vulgar lack of Class.
Obnoxious Laughter.
Eyes stare Flat.
A common Ass.
You're looking At.
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L3pRD is back. Cold and full of self pity. Calculating mind is awakening. Time to create and manipulate within the world. A certain level of unhappy is needed for functionality. I can dig it.
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Exercise in futility.
If anything this an exercise in writing and self expression.
I can't verbally express the mess inside my head but writing helps. Helps identify problems. I am mostly the problem. Filled with fear and lacking a spine. I fear my reactions. I don't like to talk things out that make me squirm. I like more primal reactions. Those get you in trouble. So ( Read more... ) -
Lonely here.
I am gonna keep using LJ. Even if none of my friends will come back. I wish I had more teenage angst. All my days pretty much begin with work and end with sleep. Pointless existence. I drown in eternal sadness and apathy. Gonna mopey goth up this shit...
