seem to stop my breath
my head on your cheast waiting to cave in
from the bottom of my
hear your voice again
can we dim the sun adn wonder where we've been
well baby you and me so
kiss me like you did
my heart stopped beating
such a softer sin

im melting.....im melting

in your eyes
i lost my place
could stay awhile
and im melting
in your eyes
like my first time
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so here is an update ( Read more... )

so i got home from a great evening and had a not so great talk with my mom ( Read more... )

I had him

I had him right where I wanted him

He needed and wanted more

So I pushed him

And he went away like I thought I wanted......

then why do I feel like shit?

But you can't just let it be, you have to take control
And grab ahold of the one thing that you can't let go

take a breath........a sigh of relief.......

i had this dream lastnite in my wasted wonderland that ryan and i lived together and then i killed him because he tried to kill me.........

i woke up
i was happy
the day has passed or is passing
and i am still happy.

werid ehh????

7daysisfaraway.................... :(

I was at work yesterday and it started snowing and the only thing i could think of was either makingout in it or going home and eating grilled cheese and tomatoe soup that my dad makes the best and watching christmas movies!

god i cant wait for christmas or anything that

I wish ( Read more... )

I wonder how many directions you can be pulled in before you actually break......I'll bend to meet everyone and take on everything exactly the way everyone wants me to..........but.........there has to be some give in this......I dont want to be the one who constantly is talked about over long diner conversations or long drivers home to where ever ( Read more... )

I dont know why but I am so excited for tomorrow ( Read more... )

I am really really down lately ( Read more... )