SO EXCITED and yet depressed

Nov 23, 2005 16:29

I dont know why but I am so excited for tomorrow!

I cant wait to eat so much and sit around and watch my family make fun of eachother for hours..............

I cant wait to go to toris and drink with her and kate

I really cant wait to see my uncles

I cant wait to see my fucking cousin sarah because i miss her soooooo much sometimes i dont think i will make it

I cant wait to see my family in a room and have no drama.......just fun

However.........this is the first thanksgiving without my pop pop. I think about more and more and I have a feeling when we are all sitting around the table saying grace, there will be some tears shed because of all the family memebers we have lost this past year...........I miss my pop so much.......I know he is there in spirit, but fuck that seriously........ugh I dont know.......but I do know my grandmother and dad are gonna be really emotional this weekend.

I know that there are people out there who will be missing their family tomorrow........I am sorry for that.......but i wanted to say happy thanksgiving anyways........give thanks for your loved ones and try not to take things for granted because tomorrow you never know what will happen and who will still be in your lives at the end of the day.

R.I.P......
Pop Pop
Mrs. Barb
Jody
David
Uncle Raymond
Jen D.
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