nihil #2

Sep 28, 2005 01:37

I find it deliciously ironic that the day I start planning a poem about inspirations (one of these sections will be friends) that a bunch of people just basically completely distance themselves from me. I mean, a core few aside, people have been crap to me today ( Read more... )

introspection, poetry

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thenaturegirl September 28 2005, 00:51:14 UTC
I'm sorry to hear that you are not a very happy person right now. And what of no one accessible loving you??? Dude. You're totally hot/smart/funny/et cetera. I'm certain that you've attracted more interested ladies than you know. I'm not just saying that--I believe it 100%.

Regardless, I hope you're feeling better.

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 00:57:21 UTC
I seriously doubt I've attracted anyone interesting in my area. if I had you'd think they'd make themselves be known. anyway, that's not really getting me down so much as it was a point I wanted to get down and out of my head. this entry was something of a thought-process.

I am feeling better, thanks, the poem was a nice catharsis.

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thenaturegirl September 28 2005, 04:06:00 UTC
I completely understand...I just felt the need to point out your hotness/intelligence/good sense of humour/etc. But really, if I'd met you in person, I'd be too shy to do anything but stare at you...and many many people are that way.

The way I see it, your catharsis was a great poem!

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 10:45:28 UTC
and I appreciate that. but hey, if you were staring at me I'd probably take the hint and strike up some conversation. well, we'll never know that side of it I guess, I'll just have to come to kentucky and we'll see what we can see.

I'm glad you dug it.

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aberrantvirtue September 28 2005, 01:48:16 UTC
I know I'm not accessible, so me saying this is useless...

But yeah.

*sigh*

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 11:00:14 UTC
I know how you feel.

hurts, don't it?

*reverb sigh*

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mashaimedved September 28 2005, 11:06:47 UTC
being in the same sort of situation...and it's getting more and more difficult to push off the boudaries of the surroundings, meet new people and actually keep meeting them for a while. and blah blah blah..but it doesn't matter. sometimes i think should i change myself, not in a way of changing my personality, appearence, the way i talk or behave..but sorts of adapt myself. of cos it's important that we are taken as we are, we shoulnd't pretend in any tiny bit. but the energy we send around probably should be modified in a way...rather hard to explain...say, your willings, you can't hide it.. and it might distract..
i wish you'll get over all your dark thoughts very soon.-))

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 11:17:27 UTC
we certainly shouldn't have to pretend in any way, you're right. I know what you mean about the will controlling the energy, it should (if you want to be more productive) be focused on other areas.

I'm partly over them. I'll probably recede into them again at some point, but such is life!

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mashaimedved September 28 2005, 11:40:10 UTC
yes and no, of cos there are other areas. there are appearing and disappearin...but i mean controlling the energy you spend on your wishes when the others are present.

are you still far away from london??

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 17:04:50 UTC
yeah. now I actually am miles away. in aberdeen.

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mekare_enra September 28 2005, 11:53:55 UTC
*hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling low. You deserve love, both romantic and platonic and it pisses me off no end that you're not getting what you want right now.

Gah.

xx

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 17:10:17 UTC
pisses me off, too. thankfully I have awesome friends like you to lessen the blow. believe me, it helps immensely.

:) <3 *hug*

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ladymarm September 28 2005, 13:49:20 UTC
Accessibility is not necessarily the cure-all, believe me.

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eyetastelikesex September 28 2005, 17:10:39 UTC
well, no. but it's better than no accessibility.

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