I dunno. don't really have anything to report. no one's online at the moment so I'm bored as fuck. I'm bored a lot these days, feelin' isolated. fuck, aren't I always? christ I sound like a motherfucking emo fuckface. kill me, kill me now.

uni's goin' well. got exams soon. blech. also got a group presentation on american beauty, that should be fun ( Read more... )

It's five-fifty-eight and ( Read more... )

I want to open up my veins
and let it all pour out: I love
you I love you I love you I
love you I love you, beyond
all reasonable doubt. And now
without rhyme or reason this
Infernal Season never ceases
to cease or provide me with
peace or release or release
or release I Am Trapped.

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Girl

She's gaudy,
so bawdy, and
she always fucking ignores me.

It's agonising,
so paralysing, but
her silence is almost tantalising.

I'd leave,
to grieve, but
it's too painful to be a reprieve.

So I stay,
to decay, and
irony strikes as I waste away.

it's also on my poetry lj poeticparadigm so apologies to those who have that friended and have seen this

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O 2005! Truly a magnificent year, one ( Read more... )

I

I tried to write some poetry, but London

got in my way with her flashing
lights and happening scenes. Someone
teach me how to network with the white man.
I fucked a virgin in the ass and

she creamed - I was unsure
but she burned beef incense
and slowly trimmed my pubic hairs.
I read Eliot, Ginsberg, Shakespeare

Dylan, Poe, Plato, Nietzsche
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nazi propoganda films = funny. hitler was a fuckin' sex god on the mic, though. gotta give credit where credit's due ( Read more... )

I find it deliciously ironic that the day I start planning a poem about inspirations (one of these sections will be friends) that a bunch of people just basically completely distance themselves from me. I mean, a core few aside, people have been crap to me today ( Read more... )

I watched as the ( Read more... )