As you cry

[exsequar]

Hello Livejournal.

I have so many things I want to say, feelings and stories and declarations of undying love, but I don't know if I can find the words right now. I should make this post when I am not hungover from some ungodly combination of Guinness, cranberry and whiskey, Desperados beer, tequila (from the bottle), and whatever the hell was in

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[jebbypal]

*hugs*

I vote for putting the mobile boys to work at cleaning...

[exsequar]

*hugs a lot*

They wouldn't do it! The bastards just lay around. I ended up flopping on a bed with Dara because i just couldn't face the cleanup. And he was warm.

My face -> :(

[iltaru]

You are, sweetheart. You are strong enough.

I can't imagine what it's like, so I'll just send you love and hugs, and say that I'm definitely going to have to come and see you! I was sad that we only managed one afternoon!

And remember - you always have a place that's yours, that you can return to and share it with the people you love as and when you wish. The pain of the leaving will preserve it in your memory and make the experience all the sweeter when you finally come back again.

Also - you know how sometimes people get a feel for what might happen in their lives? The path they see ahead of them? Whatever you see Stateside, you know that there could quite feasibly be a life for you this side of the Atlantic, should you ever choose it ;)

So, many many hugs. ~sends strength vibes~

Good luck and best best wishes!

Joy xxxx

[maleyka]

*hugs tight*

It's not going to be as bad as it feels right now. I mean, yeah, it's going to suck having left everyone behind, but also, you'll be back home, and that's pretty awesome. And they'll still be there. Just a little bit farther away. ♥

[exsequar]

They will still be there. I think that will have to keep me going. The thing is that I'm going home... for a week. Then I go to live by myself in an apartment at college to work all damn summer. It kind of sucks. I want nothing to be with my dad constantly for the next few months, but I really can't.

Also, Dublin actually feels more like home. I know it's insane, but... there it is.

Thanks sweetie *hugs*

[theaerosolkid]

♥

[redbrickrose]

*hugs tight* You are strong enough, but God, that must be hard. Sending good vibes your way, sweetie. Good luck.