i just pissed and looked down and i could see like very vein in my thighs,,,, ugh!@!@(U&(*&&)
i feel like an old lady.
hack hack cough gag
off to get smokes.
i think i'll walk. get some fresh air and exercise...teehee

1. i cannot make an accurate judgement about our band. it is all much much much too personal ( Read more... )

I can never find things. I guess it also bears mentioning that I always lose things. I lost (misplaced for as little as a few minutes to a matter of hours) my keys four times in a week recently ( Read more... )

"Well it's up to them to figure it out. Otherwise I'd be dishing them the same precooked and packaged pap. Everybody has got to figure out experience for himself. I'm sorry. I realize that most people require externalized, objective symbols to hang on to. That's too bad. Because what they are looking for, whether they know it or not is ( Read more... )

i'm getting serioulsy tired of playing to empty rooms. i just woke up pissed about it. it's just stupid. i love the people that come reguarly and support us, don't get me wrong. it's great. but it seems like we'd have some kind of following by now. i mean is the type of music we make really that unpopular? i sort of think it must be. like ( Read more... )

WANTED: individual who can donate thier life to my whims... REQUIREMENTS: must have the ability to blend into the background. must own a camera or recording device with high sound quality. editing skills ( Read more... )

you know what's touching?
passing out somewhere, someone's house, a party, and waking up to find that sometime during the night someone has put a cover over you.
it's just sweet.

also i like the movie "i shot andy warhol"

i ate too much food.

salena called from philadelphia while ago. they sounded like they were having a really good time. swanky hotel. an almost hit, barely miss with carrie and corin. 11 dollar salads. the ladies are living it up.
they are going to be full of exciting stories come saturday night i guarantee it.

i know he's just a dog but this is really hard. for the first time today he didn't eat all his food. he's never in the 8 years i've had him not finished his food. then when he lays down he groans with every breath. i'm hoping he's just sore from the biopsy surgery. it kills me to see him in pain. i planned on going out tonight but i'm scared ( Read more... )

i had a pretty tearful day ( Read more... )