new life.
for the most part I think this will be left public.
I have nothing to hide.
there will however be rare entries that are friends only
I suppose if you want to be added let me know.

I'm done with Livejournal. forever probably. Although it's the perfect outlet I don't need this. basically the one person who never should have read anything in here did and I'm done ( Read more... )

Today was fun.
He told me he read some of the stuff on here.
uh. shittttt. seriously.
that's so bad. ugh. i hope he didn't read anything from the old one. god everything in there is pathetic. whateverrr though.

I was reading a post about someone who had just made a new myspace and I put the 'metro' in metronome came on. for once I honestly felt it was summer for an instant and i wanted to cry, but in such a happy way. I love it. it's so close. I hope it's as good as the past 2. i really do. Maybe it'll have something else that'll make it great this time ( Read more... )

I have my best friend back; all is right in the world.
It helps when there are no secrets.

I never believed in karma; that might change now ( Read more... )

this hurts. and now I know what i've done in the past. and I feel bad now. I'm even more sorry than i was before. I want to go back. I want everything to be okay. Please. stop lying to me. please. tell me what's wrong what i do. i want to know. i want to make it better. i can't lose you. not now, not ever. imsorryimsorryimsorryimsorry and I don't ( Read more... )

all I know is that im scared, why im scared, and that this is following the trend.
what im unsure of is what im scared of, what i can do about it, and where this leaves me because i suppose im in suspension right now, but im not sure how i am, and what im suspended between, but i know i am.

yesterday jordan came over ( Read more... )

i post too much
but
I love Kevin Rhea and how amazingly br00tal he is. and sweet.