Jesus Christ I'm alone again

Nov 11, 2006 09:20

I've been listening to the new Brand New songs a lot.
they're feeding my fucked up-ness.
I'm ok with that.

weird fucking moods and feelings all the time lately. not sure how to deal with it...

but in the mean time, I think I'm going to take MarkWaters' idea here:

leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I think of you.I'll try my ( Read more... )

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dalailamafarma November 11 2006, 10:08:47 UTC
you know my name hahah

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explodingirl88 November 12 2006, 02:19:35 UTC
SAAAAAAAAM (I don't know your last name),
I hardly know you, but I think you're pretty fucking amazing. I remember talking to you while I cowered on the floor at orientation. Little did I know, I would soon be bombarded with crazy internet references and countless adventures of Fall In Boy.
You have a really unique style, not only in your artwork but in your life. I hope you find your niche and become whatever it is you want to become.

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giving_up88 November 11 2006, 13:23:30 UTC
this could be interesting.

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explodingirl88 November 12 2006, 07:18:34 UTC
Andrew Fucking Bush.
what's funny is, during my oddly long period of no sleep last night, I made this post and then read through my November posts from 2003.
this is only significant because that was when our feuding began, and it contained the post in which you and Nick argued back and forth with Bob. it was fucking weird to read that again.
but that's far in the past. three years in the past. it's insane to think that it's been so long. when you were a friend, you were an amazing friend. when you were an enemy, you were a vicious enemy. and now you feel like hardly more than an aquaintance. and that makes me kind of sad. It seems a shame that we made it through so much shit only to go back to not talking. only this time it's not because of anger. it's not because of anything really.
all in all, I think you're a pretty awesome person. I really hope you are happy, and if you aren't then I hope you find what you need to be happy.

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kingchris2 November 21 2006, 00:25:29 UTC
i thought his middle name was joseph.

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dislak November 11 2006, 17:17:36 UTC
oh boy, do me!

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explodingirl88 November 12 2006, 07:24:34 UTC
Paul Thomas Jacobs.
we've had some weird ups and downs. most of which were pretty pointless. I miss talking to you. I can still remember when we first met. and oddly enough, I remember the first time I talked to you on the phone. I called the dorm room crying, looking for Tommy and you informed me he was "MIA." when I didn't react, you added, "uhhh...missing in action." I remember weird things.
anyway. I'm sorry for the way I've reacted to certain things that you've done, not done, or just the way you are.
I appreciate the nice things you've done for me. but more importantly, I appreciate the nice things you've done for Tommy. any time you've been there for him, you've done what is most important to me, you've helped my family. I can't express how much that means to me, and I will always be grateful.

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pretty_smitty November 11 2006, 17:28:11 UTC
AmandaBananaPanda(its new)

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explodingirl88 November 12 2006, 08:08:34 UTC
Smitty ( ... )

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bitteridolatry November 11 2006, 19:10:08 UTC
Katie Q

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explodingirl88 November 12 2006, 07:26:49 UTC
KATIE!
so we've hung out a total of what, like 4 or 5 times? but I can already tell that you are absolutely amazing. and of course the fact that my Heidi speaks so highly of you definately adds to that. I wish I could have gotten to know you better before I left. if you ever find yourself on the west side of the state, give me a call.

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