im so unwilling to bid adieu to excusemy_french. even though i have deleted almost every trace off jon of this space.i have found better grounds where anonymity greets me like my toothbrush. i have slowly stopped talking about how i feel about relationships, love, boys and the likes because i think it tires me out, it tires whoever is listening ( Read more... )

 "Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they're also what tear you apart."
- Haruki Murakami (Kafka on the Shore)

i need to get it in my head that people come and go. 
being alone doesnt mean being lonely.

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i had a dream last night
i had a dream last night
had last night
last night

"I dream. Sometimes I think that's the only right thing to do." Sputnik Sweetheart

I can't seem to make you mine
Through the long and lonely night
And I try so hard, darling
But the crowd pulled you away
Through the rhythm and the rain
And the ivy coiled around my hand.

i dont know why the fucklord am i so panicky over 204, really. this wasnt even the case for a levels.

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right now, i need to live in a library without my laptop.
need.to.study.

"I saw you this morning.
You were moving so fast.
Can’t seem to loosen my grip
On the past.
And I miss you so much.
There’s no one in sight.
And we’re still making love
In My Secret Life."

feeling hella sick + woke up with a cough and dripping nose ( Read more... )

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tgif + need to shit
mopping the floor with the most serene republic.

interpol's cmere killed me.
It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves...

staying out of mess this year /cross fingers