NO and yes but no Well see I am with a job and dropped all my college courses. And it was in conversation about the AmericaCore and joining it and seeing that if living up NOrth as an adult is really what i want since i loathe florida so much. It's that and so much more its complicated and simple all at the same time. If you can understand that at all.
Holy shit that was depressing, Josh. Em... Your words play so much with imagery. It's really amazing. I don't know if you were trying to be talented in writing that or if that's how you naturaly are, but I think you are a good writer. Even though it's a subject I don't know much about, your words express such a feeling of hate and remorse and terrible pain with sadness. You should write for a living, or for a past time.
People keep telling me I'm a good writer, but whenever I sit down and actually try to write "good" it fails, that's why I can never write lyrics to a song, because i'm trying to make it good. it's a horrible quality
but apparently, my english teacher says "i write a mean essay", so I don't know how this all plays out
thank you, though. that's the most in-depth anyone's ever gone into my posts
Then don't "try" to write, just do it. Don't think. Thats what I try to do in my creative writting class. I just write what comes into my mind. whatever it may be it becomes word barf then something good.
You're Welcome. I like giving people constructive criticism. I just don't like recieving it. But, You are your own worst critic.
8:30?! What time does school start? My school starts at 8:30. What time is it there now? Because here it's 1:19 am, and I am not tired becasue I was an idiot and tried to go to bed at 8:30pm, but instead ended up taking a 2 hour nap and now here I am. I'm so fucked.
My school starts at 8:45, but I live in a really small town, so it's not far away. I shower at night, too, because I can't stand going to bed feeling...bleh. I just wake up, get dressed, brush my teeth, wash my face, and get in the truck. My mom works the morning shifts all the time so I get a ride anyway.
"I remember, a while ago. Sitting in my friend Robin's room...the 4 of us, Robin sitting against her wall playing guitar, I'd be on the bed laying on my back, with her laying on top of me with my arms around her, and Brett playing Super Nintendo. We used to do that for hours every day. It was a year before anything would go horribly wrong with her. Her and Robin. A year before they got their "new friends". Who would have thought I was to be the only one to come out of them who wasn't completely destroying themselves?
I hate influence.
I hate influence, and I hate her, and I hate her "new friends". "
This SAME EXACT thing happend to me. I used to have somebody like that, and friends like that. And they all just changed. and got "new friends". Which those new friends had a horrible horrible influence on them, and i'm the only one that was not influenced by this. But for me this happend pretty recently.
Seattle sounds good. might not happen in the timeframe you're thinking of, because i have a few things i need to get sorted out before i hightail it out of here. y'know?
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Because if not, I'd seriously consider that.
But you should never leave on bad terms.
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Well see I am with a job and dropped all my college courses.
And it was in conversation about the AmericaCore and joining it and seeing that if living up NOrth as an adult is really what i want since i loathe florida so much. It's that and so much more its complicated and simple all at the same time. If you can understand that at all.
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And then they pay for your school fees and stuff too?
And so you kind of want to "scout" Seattle a little too, so to speak?
How long would you go up there for?
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On a lighter note, Do you ever sleep?
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but apparently, my english teacher says "i write a mean essay", so I don't know how this all plays out
thank you, though. that's the most in-depth anyone's ever gone into my posts
I sleep generally from 1:30 to 8:30
Around there
weekends are crazy, though
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You're Welcome. I like giving people constructive criticism. I just don't like recieving it. But, You are your own worst critic.
8:30?! What time does school start? My school starts at 8:30.
What time is it there now? Because here it's 1:19 am, and I am not tired becasue I was an idiot and tried to go to bed at 8:30pm, but instead ended up taking a 2 hour nap and now here I am. I'm so fucked.
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My school starts at 8:45, but I live in a really small town, so it's not far away. I shower at night, too, because I can't stand going to bed feeling...bleh. I just wake up, get dressed, brush my teeth, wash my face, and get in the truck. My mom works the morning shifts all the time so I get a ride anyway.
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I hate influence.
I hate influence, and I hate her, and I hate her "new friends". "
This SAME EXACT thing happend to me. I used to have somebody like that, and friends like that. And they all just changed. and got "new friends". Which those new friends had a horrible horrible influence on them, and i'm the only one that was not influenced by this. But for me this happend pretty recently.
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