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[excapevelocity]

here i am. returning to vent.

the last guy came & went.  i lost 10 pounds because of that loss.  i can't even believe how much he affected my life.  then again, i can.  i get so involved, i trust so easily, i fall so deeply, it's no wonder i'm such a mess when someone tells me they no longer want me.

i hate replaying the good memories though - all of

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[__thedialtone]

This is a wonderful entry. Exactly my sentiments as well. And you know why it's so difficult to find someone easily? Because when we were younger, we had lower expectations. Good looking, funny, interesting. Now it's about so much more, which therefore makes it so much harder to find.

But when you find it, you'll find it was worth the wait. At least that's what I'm hoping for. <3

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[furiousgeorge10]

things just work out