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Today at work I got to go sledding with the little kids, and I honestly have not had so much fun in a very long time. The sun was out, everyone was laughing, and it just felt right. I think what it might have been though was the sun. I've been missing summer so much, and I constantly dream about it. I can't wait for long drives with friends and ( Read more... )

It always seems that I make a goal to keep up with the writing within this thing, but I never seem to achieve it.

So basically, my senior year of highschool has started. It doesn't feel like senior year though, I don't know. I guess it just feels like I'm still a junior, and everyone happened to be on a really long vacation. Part of it might be ( Read more... )

I have mono.

I sleep most of the time now, and I guess that's how it's going to be for the next 4 weeks. I can't smell anything, and I can't eat anything without feeling like I'm going to die.

This whole "being sick" thing is kind of boring. It's the last weeks of summer, I should be out doing stuff, causing trouble in my own naive way.

When in ( Read more... )

I find it interesting how music totally gets you.

That probably makes no sense but I'll try to explain myself.

For one, music can somehow always fit to your mood.
    Example - - If you're upset, you can either listen to really mellow tunes, or sweet jams that you know will put you in a better mood.

Music always has a tendency to make moments " ( Read more... )

It's the middle of July, and summer is going by way too fast for me to feel comfortable with it. It seems the older i get, the more i need it, and the faster it goes by. Not really a fair exchange for time.

Lately with what time I do have, I've been just trying to soak it all in. The weather is perfect, music is good, and the ocean has been beyond ( Read more... )

today was the hardest day i have ever had to deal with at my school.

yesterday Susan was in a car accident with an 18-wheeler. nobody thought it was possible that she would die. it was like she was invincible.. she was Susan.

i walked into school today and went to the old gym where everybody always seems to migrate in the mornings...it was silent. ( Read more... )

So yesterday i drove and visited this house where a woman wanted me to check on her dog. Her house is right along the river and it was gorgeous, so before i went in i just sat on this porch swing on her deck and watched the river rush by me, kind of like life. It was pretty cloudy out, and this single ray of sun broke through the clouds and i ( Read more... )

old entries deleted.

i'm starting it all over again.
not allowing my fingers to make the same mistakes anymore.


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