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i'm not sure how often i will be using this journal in the future. i've seemed to outgrow it. i guess 7 1/2 years is long enough to dabble in one place ( Read more... )

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it would be nice to be dealt a good hand for once in my life.

TODAY IS MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!

yaaaay!!

power hour last night... i don't think i've ever puked like that in my life.... and i don't remember doing it. i've never been that black-out-drunk before ever. i woke up today on olivias couch and my first thought was HOW THE FUCK DID I GET HERE. sheesh.

if i turn 21 [which is in five days] and things don't start looking up for me, i don't know what i'll do... but if i do figure it out, i highly doubt anyone will care. big surprise.

i can cry and practically scream for some help, but no one seems to listen.

new tat from the tattoo convention today over in mesa! yayy


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haven't updated in a long long time. sorry guys, i've been laaazy ( Read more... )

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