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i know that there's only one thing i write about and that's brett. but i'm gonna say one or two more things. 1) i miss him, as usual. 2) i'm afraid that missing him so much might scare him away ( Read more... )

tonight was backstreet's with caity and sabrina... it was fun ( Read more... )

whilst i was in the tub this morning trying to wake up, i realized that my mom really hurt my feelings last night. really. there's a line between pissing me off and hurting me and she definitely crossed it. i keep remembering things that she said and it makes my stomach churn. i'm so disappointed in her and ashamed ( Read more... )

brett makes me happy.... all the goofy little faces and the way he looks at me and that one smile that only he sees from me... no one makes me smile like he does. i can't wait to see him again. i can never get enough. i <3 this feeling and that boy.

so original plans would have put me out of the house 4 hours ago. and here i am waiting for him to call me... which he said he would do a half hour ago. i fucking hate waiting around for people. what makes anyone think they're worth it? why should he be worth it? it's late and i have a headache.

edit:so he just called me. how magical. he went to ( Read more... )

my haircut made me cry like a whiney 5 year old. really. i threw a fit.


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just finished cleaning my room for the first time in weeks. for the first time since mom cleaned it for me ( Read more... )

making a mix... it's a happy mix cause i'm happy. brett is listening to rap and i'm highly amused by it. (i'm on the phone with him ( Read more... )

i'm starting to get that feeling in my chest. anticipation, excitement, longing, thoughtful, happy, etc.

i'm gonna put on brand new and go to bed.

these entries are short and pointless.