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[evilsexikiwi]

I'm not a fan of school. I'm not a fan of people. I'm not a fan of being awake. I smoked WAY too much yesterday. I was a bum all day. I need to do something today. I need to clean my room...Or drop off my disposable camera at Wal-Mart to be develpoed...or...vacuum the bird room...or I dunno get the broken fucking lightbulb out of the back seat of

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[silvereyedchild]

Yup, Ive missed you....havent seen you since TJ and stuff. Where are you living at now? Im still out here in BFE and working at an elementry school

[x_razorburn_x]

I dont want you to disappear Kris. I love you. but you also have to understand that this is bothering me. I just need to figure shyt out. So if you dont want friends up here besides ur cuz thats fine. I can disappear too.

Please don't misunderstand what I write?

[evilsexikiwi]

I think we both have no clue what to do. When I was there I got the feeling like you didn't want me there....And of course I understand that it bothers you. And if I didn't want you to stil be in my life I wouldn't have even written "Besides Whitney." That's me trying to show you I do still consider you a friend but I also wanted you to know that I felt like you wanted me to disappear. I needed you to write back on it so I knew how you felt. Whether or not you'll answer if I call..or if you'll look at the phone and roll your eyes and throw it at something....? I just don't know Whitney, and I understand that you might not know either. But the only way we'll ever know is by talking. So talk to me, tell me what you want. Besides....you've written things in your journal that could have VERY possibly offended me....but I knew that it was just you venting, or being unsure of whatever was on your mind. Please give me the same options, to be able to vent without having you get angry at me..I didn't say anything negative about you, and I won'

Re: Please don't misunderstand what I write?

[x_razorburn_x]

Im not mad at you. Weve both always gotten things across better by writing. I dont kno if Im ready to talk just yet. Everyone keeps rubbing salt in my open wounds. I dont understand why this is happening... but hey... wen have I ever¿

[ardvarkman]

Kiwi!

i have a pick you up..........youll be on your way here like nov first-ish. ithe ball is nov. 6th i have got all the planes done up so i knpw where your gonna stay and stuff. *muah * kiwi i love you!