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I'm not a fan of school. I'm not a fan of people. I'm not a fan of being awake. I smoked WAY too much yesterday. I was a bum all day. I need to do something today. I need to clean my room...Or drop off my disposable camera at Wal-Mart to be develpoed...or...vacuum the bird room...or I dunno get the broken fucking lightbulb out of the back seat of my car before it kills someone...? Although it does seem highly unlikely that a broken light bulb would kill someone...? But yea...better safe than sorry. Seriously...If I get home from school at 12:30 don't you think I could get SOMETHING done by the time my daddy gets home at 4:30...? Oh well.
I got a job at Pacific Sunwear. I start on Sunday. Oh yea! Employee Discount!! I want to go down to West Palm sometime soon. I miss people...I want to see my brother, and my mommy, and Mike. Hopefully I will be able to hang out with someone I knew back from Middle School within the next few days. I need to have at least one friend up here...besides Whitney...who I'm seriously convinced wants me to disappear...I keep telling myself I don't need friends up here. But I think I'm lying to myself. I need to spend a day with my cuzzo. She makes everything go away for a little while. We have the best time together! Jenny-fur if you ever read my journal..thank you and I love you muchos! Maybe I will give her a call and hope she's not working tonight.....*sigh* I need a pick-me-up. I'm out for now. I really need to clean something and feel productive.