Ok so today around 8 or 9am I'm going to take the THEA!!! I'm really worried about failing the damn test...I've been freaking out ever since I heard about people who get remedial and stuff like that...I hope I do good!!! Ok other than that...hmmmm...nothing is really up...nothing new (yet...according to Sweet Treat)...he did go out yesterday while ( Read more... )

Today is a horrible day for me...just stress keeps piling up more an more...and nobody is helping at all...all I remember is that all the bad stuff in my life all just came back to haunt me and just pull my spirits down...I was to the point today where I just started to cry and couldn't stop...not even a nice hot bath could calm me down...I still ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:ModerateDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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I'm barely passing my classes this year...u know why cause it's hard and i'm lazzzzzzzzzy lol...ok I should start trying harder...So i'm freaking out about not passing and then failing the THEA!!! School sucks for me...I hope everyone else is having better luck than me!!! Not that this is the only problem I'm having in life...Derrick's parents don' ( Read more... )

Yup that's right its been about 1 day and 19 hours since I've seen Derrick...and I don't know when is the next time I'll see him...I miss him so much...I know it doesn't seem like alot to some of you but when your really truly in love you'll understand how I feel...Each day that I'm not with him seems like years for me that just keep on passing by ( Read more... )

Ok yesterday was definately one of my most horrible off days and as sad as it is to say...it got worse!!! Yeah so most of the day was spent watching tv and taking little naps before Sweet treat came to pick me up...well he had been calling for a long time and his phone kept messing up so he called when we was like 4 mins away lol...so I asked my ( Read more... )

Yeah so from August the 1st...hmmm we went to see Harold and Kumar go to White Castle...hilarious movie...then we had no place to go...we tried going to Vic's but he was leaving so we headed to Afro's house...I hadn't seen him in a while so that was interesting...we saw my ex run across the street going to the house across afro's house...that was ( Read more... )

Woah I haven't even touched my journal in a couple of weeks...well alot has happened...both good and bad...hmmm let me try to sum it up to bring you up to date...well Sweet Treats parents went away for 10 days(friday July 16 to July 26) so that was fun...we both found out what it was like to be living together...IT ROCKED...and no we were not " ( Read more... )

Hmmm yesterday surprisingly Sweet Treat came over...we just sat around and listened to slipknot than ate some badass burgers from I have no idea where...and we watched Donnie Darko again lol...I have no idea how many times we actually saw it...then we watched Conan O Brian...I think my most favorite part of conan is when "frankenstein wastes a ( Read more... )

Hmm yesterday Sweet Treat came over and we chilled for a while on the couch watching "Last Comic Standing" on NBC cause that's all there is to watched when you have no cable lol...yeah so my mom sends us on a mission to get pizza so we went to Little Caesar's and buy 2 large pepperoni pizzas yummy...and we head back...we watched Donnie Darko once ( Read more... )