After school today was our first track practice of the season. It was harder than I thought it was going to be. I felt dizzy and nauseous halfway through. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. Anyway, I vomited on the side then went home. It seems like this year is much different. I feel physically incapable of going through with track. Oi ( Read more... )

Omg, this obsession is not healthy. I want Steve so bad. *Drools and cries.* He's just so amazing. Damnit! Why did he have to die... >.I wish I could have met him before he passed away, but now I shall never get the chance. If God granted me the power to bring back any dead person, it would be Steve Barton..........or my grandfather. I would want ( Read more... )

I'm A Bitch is a song by Meredith Brooks. The versus, at least, really seem to explain me/things...?

I've given up. No more. I can't take it. This is for the best, I'm sure. I'm wiping my hands clean.

I'm feeling very blegh right now. I don't want to work at Kohl's anymore. I don't want to go back to school. I feel like sleeping forever and never falling asleep again, all at the same time if that is possible. I want to grow a couple more inches, but that seems impossible. I want ANTM season 3 and 4. So many I wants that I want to shoot them all ( Read more... )

So tomorrow night my parents are throwing a new years eve party for their friends. I think it would be entertaining for the droogs to migrate over here, but whatever you folks wanna do is fine with me.

I just hope 'he' isn't there...

Dim.

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This is why I keep things to myself; this is why I created a protective, cold shell.

I should have never let this happen. I said I would never let this happen again. I suck at keeping promises to myself.

I guess I have to face the consequences now. It will be deeper this time, I'm certain of that.

So RENT has really lightened my spirits, or at least that is what I thought. When I do think of it, I get all happy; but, I'm depressed right now. It could be due to returning to a past board. It could be due to the lost friends on that board, or the prospect of someone that will never be or can never be. Sure it is good to imagine what could occur ( Read more... )

Andrea, don't get upset, but I saw RENT again with my sister and her boyfriend tonight. I would have called you to come, but it was already really late. Anyway, it was just as good as the first time around. God, Angel is my new love. Doug, the bf, said his favorite part was when Angel was in the santa suit and banging on everything with his/her ( Read more... )