Hey,it's been forever since I posted here. It took some time but I'm in a good place. I want to get back into fandom. I made some social media accounts. It would be great if you guys followed me. I hope I wasn't unfriended by everyone ( Read more... )

My friend sent me this.It made me cry.

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How many regrets weigh heavy on your skin?
What haunts you?
Does it take your breath away in the worst way?
Does it make you ache for relief?
When you look in the mirror,what do you see?
Is it something so monsterous & alien that it makes you weep?

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-6RZRq9tgE

This song is really good. It gives me tinhatty thoughts [YELLS KRADAM]
Kris is begging Adam for another chance.
Adam doesn't believe Kris will really choose him & come out.
Kris wants to prove it to him.

I haven't felt like posting anything in a very long time.I have still been in fandom here or there just as a lurker.
I feel like I'm now in a good place emotionally.

Leave me be in this abyss of white

Let my mind wonder & create

A world unto it self

Perfect & clean

Soft & neat

Warm & sweet

No noise that's overwhelms

No quiet that lets madness in

Just soft breath in & out

Imagination ... wonder ... magical creations

A world I can control

A place with ...

safety

If you say a word I'll be gone

fast into the night

don't say anything darling

lets slow this down

sit right here next to me

lets talk this out without words

this will work oh yes it will
lets just rest awhile

by the morning we will begin anew

saffiedarling filled one of my prompts at kinky_kane

Prompt: Steve sees a bunch of girls(or guys) hanging all over Chris and gets very possessive. Steve stakes his claim on Chris and shows him who he belongs to. -Bottom!Chris

Link to the fic at their Dreamwidth journal : http://saffiedarling.dreamwidth.org/4084.html
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