It's been 22 days..countless hours...minutes....since I left the place that's become the closest to home as I'll ever get, the place where I made my closest friends and met a really amazing boy. He's one of those you can only dream about and convince yourself that it's all an illlusion even when he's standing right in front of you claiming to like ( Read more... )

just ate a lot.. kids party, russian style.

waitin for a call.... yeah..

its been forever since ive updated so just saying.. nothing at all

<3

hm. i was supposed to go to southpark with danielle. turns out my dad decided to take all the seats out of the car and me and my mom or too cool to know how to put them back in so... after two hours of getting ready i had to tell danielle that she couldn't come - what an amazing feeling. i went and it was extremely boring, my brother was running ( Read more... )

it was goin pretty shitty, me n roma went to the lake and froze. stupid geese were chasing us and i was screaming like a little girl. so we came back home and ate a lot.... drank. then he left and dani managed to get her ass out of hell, still dont know how she did it, her mother's got a pretty good grip with her e.t. claws. enough words...
( .visualize . )

.blake

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took the psats. fell asleep. twice. kelsey did my makeup all gothic and stalin got pissed.
so not cool. this will be a long boring weekend.

unedited: my space

( .oh so pretty. )

god. ppl and their fucking insecurities. how pathetic.

brag, bitch. brag.

( .blahblahmania. )

flowing,

hope accumulates in my throat until i cannot breathe

doubt hangs me by a broken rope

oh how i wish i had my hope

so i could,

smiling,

stop to breathe

dan IS the man!

Im so high on life and you
I felt so broken I felt so blue
then u came along with this truth
My glass was empty but now its full

pretty lips a drop dead smile
sweetness flowing mile to mile
flying skys in ur eyes
speeding my heart up

flying skys in ur eyes
speeding my heart up

Im so high on life and you
I felt so broken I felt so blue
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