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eventuality

the unattainable one

May 19, 2003 09:42

in ap eng today, prom came up.. and since andy was in my group, i naturally asked if josh was going and if he was going. he wants to go but doesn't have a date.. i'd go with him if i didn't already talk to simon. josh MIGHT be going with JOAN SIM.. so the only two people in high school who have hurt me are going together. this bothers me because ( Read more... )

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anisun16 May 20 2003, 11:28:13 UTC

have you ever tried to tell him how you feel? love is a powerful thing, and if you still feel so deeply for him, then go for it. what could be the worst thing that could happen? he says, he doesn't feel the same. so you're back where you started which is ground zero. if he's worth it, go for it.

as far as the other chick he's going with joan, don't worry about her... do what's good for you, and since you're not really friends there either, then there's double nothing to lose. good luck.

kel

omegaxend May 20 2003, 20:34:38 UTC

exactly. you need to talk to him. if you dont try, you will regret it FOREVER like you said. this is high school okay? at least you dont have to deal with his "hatred" towards you for much longer. you need to gather all your guts together if you want to do this. the hardest part is just jumping really. everything else will fall into its place. if it doesnt go well, then thats his fault for being an anal jerk and it should make you happy that it wasnt really your fault. try try try try. if you dont try, you are automatically a failure. do you want to be one or do you want to be one that at least tried?

open him up...be real nice. you dont have to be fake about it, but just dont rush him with your feelings. if you have the real sincerity in your heart, then it should all be pretty natural. there is not real technique here, just earnesty. josh will see this and will open up to you. once his ice melts, it will be easier to talk about deeper issues. i hope things work out.

pnkrckprmqueen May 21 2003, 21:57:24 UTC

love is unfair. i hate how the human heart has the capacity to love romantically more than once. i mean, sometimes, deep down, u just KNOW it's not going to work out... yet u go and fall in love. and then you're head is left to pick up the broken pieces. however, I think if given the choice, I would still do things exactly the same way I had done it before ( ... )

tearfromthared June 21 2003, 18:50:23 UTC

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