i'm nervous. that he won't call.

i really want him to call.

p.s. God have I grown up a lot in the last year... but yet... gotten a bit more nuts. *sigh*

reading old entries was a bad idea.

i haven't needed to write in here for a long time. i probably should have started. it helps me get my thoughts out of my brain and a bit more organized. helps me clear my head ( Read more... )

i still love him.

more than anything in this world.

it'll never go away.
some say it's because it's my first love.
i beg to differ.

someday...
someday.

there has to be a happy medium between 37 and 16 that I am missing somewhere...

ain't it funny how someone who takes such pride in their vocabulary can't find the words to say ( Read more... )

i have a new addiction ( Read more... )

I haven't posted an update in a long time ( Read more... )

wow.

1. i'm drunk.
B. i. don't know.
3. i still don't know.

some people make me want to puke and/or punch them in the face REALLY HARD.

thats all :)