Confusion... and other thoughts...

[evenstar_brego]

I might just have to go kill myself now...

After almost three months, I finally saw my sister and nephews. My sister's evidently lost weight and she's wearing both her wedding and engagement rings--which she never seemed to do before. Austin is extremely clingy to her and every time he wandered over to see me, I'd hold him, he'd be fine for a moment

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[playswithstars]

Awww I'm sorry Tess. I know how much you care about and love those boys. And really you did the right thing. Even if they don't realize it cause they are young. If you hadn't told he could have gone farther and then your right we might not be having this conversation. But then after you he would have moved onto the boys. You know he would have. And maybe yeah things are shitty for you right now but at least he can't be hurting the boys or you anymore at the moment. I don't think he's going to be able to finish what he started if you careful. And well your sister is an idiot and you have no way of knowing what she's been telling those boys. But at that young of an age if they don't see you for that long you could become a stranger to them. Especially the youngest one. It's just an uncomfortable situation for everybody. I'm sure it will get better though. :) Stay positive even if it's hard. I'm here to talk to about if you want. I'll be around like all day tommorow

[evenstar_brego]

The only problem is that I think he still lives there and the police are doing absolutely friggin' nothing!

I do want to help others. I feel that I have to do something since I can't win against him. If I can warn others, then maybe someone else won't suffer the same way I did. :)

[playswithstars]

Oh yeah and I forgot to mention no going and killing yourself. Cause remember I would have no way of knowing and will just think you hate me. haha and anyways I'd rather you just talk through it with me. I really don't mind listening and trying to help.

:(

[got_no_strings]

*huggles* I'm here for you too.
You know my email addy if you wanna talk, if not I can send you one.
Family issues suck, I know *supresses memories*. But I can't imagine what its like for you, because everyone is different and has different ways with dealing with it, but whatever you need I'm here.
*huggles*

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[evenstar_brego]

Thanks. *hugs*

I'll have to send you an e-mail to let you know what's going on because I'm not comfortable posting it all on here. Thanks being there for me! :)

[evenstar_brego]

Hehehe, yeah I called Carter right after I posted this and she talked me out of it. I was seriously about to either find something sharp or tie something around my neck. But she stopped me--I was like "don't do anything, call Carter... call Carter and if she's not there, get on and bug Erin". Because I'd already cried over the phone to her earlier when they got here... soo thankfully she was still up and talked to me until after midnight and convinced me to go to sleep.

Thanks...for being here/there...whatever. :)