well here it is, the end of 2005, i shall not miss this year because this wasnt one of my favorites or best years ( Read more... )

Well sunday i spent my day sick on the couch, and i ended up watching the WB big sunday or something, and yeah well i enjoyed it so sue me, but what im getting at, is the feeling i got which is, just wanting someone special to spend with me on sunduays or a "cozy" day layingon the couch having fun watching a movie or tv, things like that make me ( Read more... )

well it was my bday sunday, twas awesome, thanks to everyone who made it awesome, got a little drunk and it was all good :-p im finally 20 haha

349-8330 call me sometime and if i ever dont answer please leave a message

you know its sad when you wake up wanting to go to work, because you know once you get home its only a mere 3 hours till you go to sleep, because none of your "friends" have the time or want to hang out. so everyday you grow more and more recluse, because nothing seems to be good to you ( Read more... )

well, i havent been myself lately, due to the fact i have no reason to be.

im not happy, i cant be happy, because what i want to be happy isnt allowed for me to have, so whatever, ill just continue to be unhappy.

i turn 20 in 11 days and i could careless because no one even knows or cares.

so basically fuck you and whatever

well today was alright, i worked 8-5 like always then went to posados for my friends bday dinner, she is like 24 or something i dunno, but that was cool, saw some friends. then i called ali and she came over and we watched revenge of the nerds, rofl, anywho then we fell asleep, and around nowish lol she decided to head back home, and i actually ( Read more... )

well im still deciding what i wanna do, i really like my friend beka, but she doesnt, or so she says like me that way, but i cant help feeling there is something there, i dunno, and im sure there is someone else i could find, but i want it to work with her, because she is really special. anyways im not going to bore you with it, but yeah ( Read more... )

well as my title shows heh they rock anywho im going to see them in concert in houston FUCKING A ( Read more... )

well, nothing spectacular happening here, just had problems with my eyesight almost being lost, but hey all in a days work :-p. other than that nothing really exciting took place, just a bunch of me sitting home "recovering" ah well, schools started for everyone, and i feel like im missing out on it, because i want to be back in school, but i dont ( Read more... )

i let go of something ive held on for to long, i wrote my final letter to her, explaining my feelings and my actions and my thoughts. now im happier knowing i can move on, and maybe now i can show focus to the new person who brings me the things she once brought ( Read more... )