Waiting for my appointment with my case manager. I'm so nervous about it. What if he finds out that I'm doing all this behind his back? I'm afraid he'll go through the roof and he's so unpredictable that I don't really know what's gonna happen.

It seems a little strange to be posting here again, but I can't seem to let this account go.

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Well mature smokers was purged, but I don't have time for that any more really. Don't even really have time for LiveJournal and from what I hear, the community is basically dead. I already spend way too much time on tumblr, and with my addictive personality maybe rekindling my old flame with Livejournal might not be in my best interests right now ( Read more... )

Posting here makes me feel a bit homesick, as I've traveled so far from LiveJournal in the last 8 years. This was really my first online "identity" and I've come across so many interesting people and things because of it. most of the time nowadays I can be found wallowing in my depression over on my tumblr: fromhelltohelsinki.tumblr.com

Happy Birthday dmd!!!

mature_stoners for those who blaze that are over the age of 18. We want to discuss all aspects of the counterculture, and have semi-serious discussions at times. We're not all about the "Oh I'm sooooooo baked" posts. We don't care. If you want to get high and tell everyone online that you're high, GREAT FOR YOU, but that's not what this community is about ( Read more... )

 i've apparently moved out of LJ Land, at least for the time being.  I'll try to keep popping in occasionally, but I think I'ma have to wipe the slate clean here and kinda start all over, just to get a grip on everything.

But for now, you can find me here:

facebook - mellybean79

twitter - spacegrrlmelly

tumblr - http://dustyrhinestones.tk

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"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the ( Read more... )

This song is so funny, and it's infectious!


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