Ok so some day I will see Cali and it will be beautiful. I can't wait until I am an actor. I'm tired of dreaming. It's time to start doing. Fuck negativity. I'm going to make it.

How could it be that it got this way? We met. We fell in love. Maybe I just fell in love. Always giving too much on my end. Always hoping for something more. Never getting it. Maybe one day we can reconcile. Right now, I'm happy wondering...

Don't worry LJ. You will always be my second love. Right behind Xanga. Well, I haven't posted in a while. So this is for you.

Sometimes you come to a point in your life where you have to stop taking advice from others people and start to figure out life for yourself. Sometimes it feels like positive progress is being made, but a few wrong steps are taken and you fall off course. Getting back on course isn't impossible, but getting back isn't easy. I struggle with these ( Read more... )

I don't even know anymore....

Who do you trust?
Loyalty a must
Emotions bust
What's under the crust?

What is your truth?
I'll will be couth
Practice self reproof
Am I emotionally booth?

What role should I reprise?
My eyes on the skies
Bowels cry
Are they all lies?

Recently I have been thinking about when I was younger. Everything was soo much fun. I remember going to camp at least three times a year. These are some of my greatest memories. I remember the smell of the roaring campfires. I remember the musk of the cabins. I remember the chill of the pool. I remember the feeling of having a crush of the same ( Read more... )

Daniel and Muse sat down under the tree that they had visited since they were in Middle School. The tree that made everything make sense. The wind blew gently through the weeping willow tree. Daniel sat directly across from Muse staring into her eyes. She looked down, her face full of sorrow and regret. "Muse, I love you." Daniel had never said ( Read more... )

So recently I have been really good at actually writing down my movie/book idea. I'm well into the first chapter. I am really excited about this. Hopefully I'll stick with it, and it seems that way because I'm still working on it almost more than a month later and usually my A.D.D kicks in, so that's pretty cool.

I was gonna spell it out ( Read more... )