Ohkay i hate everything right now.guys suck ass. thinking is bad. ive screwed up everything. for the 50th time. i ahte school. i knwo no one. im sick. i have cramps. and i wanna die. i hate everything.
fuck youu

the past few days have been interesting. well nick broke up with me so yea. i didnt wanna stay home so i went to lauras and we went to the carnival. its was fun. we went on the space ship thingy that spins a lot. james tried to make me feel better cuz wen we were sitting at a table i put my head down and started crying. he did help tho. the next ( Read more... )

schools out!!! even tho i havent actually reallly been in class since tuesday. well nothing really important has happned except my dad being a douche. either its stay with him but go to enfield schools or go with my mom and stay at central... i hate enfield schools and my mom.. so im screwed. and if i do stay with my dad, ill probubly never see my ( Read more... )

yea so im sitting here at chantals house looking like a fucking alien.... shes highlighting my hair cuz its ugly. me and terry are going to my friends birthday party.. that should be.... interesting.... well me and chantal have been laughing the whoel time ive been here. i love that girl. my hairs going to be my natural colors{dark brown with a lil ( Read more... )

yea i havent written in forever so yea. life has been good... i guess... i ahte everything but thats getting to be normal. i have finals this week. which sucks cuz i hate tests.. saturday me n terry walked to the drum corps and i saw some of my frineds for a few minutes. yea.. my friend dereks i think girlfriend kept staring me down cuz he wanted ( Read more... )

i just got off the phoen with angel...thats conversation consisted of him trying to make me cry...me actually crying, him playing guitar, trying to hep me with something and stuff about religion. he was laughing at me cuz i have never read the bible, im not planning on it, i dont belive in heaven, i believe in gay marrage. idk.. i ahte talking ( Read more... )

my mom might be moveing... my dad doesnt want me at my moms as much... my mom doesnt want me at my moms as much... so yea.. next school year i might be at enfield schools... my dad said last year that he would let me stay in springfield schools only if i kept my grades up... from last year...when i made honor roll and all that other shit. but this ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. dan took me ot the mall and stufff friday.. yea.. on the way home he was high. lmao.. he still doesnt remember bringing phuc home lol. yea.. saturday was the mall again. i got kicked out of the arcade a lot of times... i got a lil depressed so laura kyrstin and andrew helped me. i put shocks hair in little ponytails.. i ung ( Read more... )

yea..well my moms a bitch.she told me she was considering taking up racing.... i looked at her with a blank face cuz i wasnt sure if she was kidding or not... she was serious. i slapped her and started walking away. she thought i was joking. she told me that she really wanted to do it. i told her once she gets into an accident shes gonna cry, and ( Read more... )

ok im tired as hell but i dont feel liek goign to sleep. my weekend has been ok. friday amber took me to the mall.. i hung out with people. me shelby danny nate kyrstin derek and danny went to an empty parking lot across the street.on the way there me and kyrstin we like "watch nick and them be coming back wen we are leaving" lmao.. they were lol. ( Read more... )