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coping mechanism
what else but shop? probably should buy the tiffany toggle necklace too. yeah why not? spunky, i'll come get you soon. on another note, end of the month will see a totally different set of numbers.... this time, i hope the numbers will be meaningful...
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something good can feel so bad
why does recognising the truth and reconciling and acknowledging it feel so god damn fucking shitty?
and these are only the superficial layers i've just gone through. i am quite sick to my stomach right now. but i know this is supposed to be good for me, in the long run.
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sleep eludes me and i feel melancholic
i am physically exhausted, worn out but i simply can't embrace the comfort of my pillow and seek out a peaceful night's rest. night after night i lie in my pink bed and pray for some non existent slumber god to invite me to tea. i sleep eventually and it's always fitful, full of weird dreams. most of the time i dream. i dream stormy dreams, i dream ( Read more... ) -
i miss you
i miss my girlfriend. i miss her smell. i miss her closeness next to me when i sleep.
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beyond words
i can't stop staring at my right fourth finger right now.
i just had the most wonderful birthday i could ever asked for. non stop surprises even before we left. but what i really loved and (still loving it) about this birthday is knowing that i have found a love that had made me want to change and be a better person. for me, for us.
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inanity before reality strikes...
silly sugarbunnies.. "i'm just money away from my backpack trip n braces!" says: (1:12:17 PM)
i wanna go zoo
bangkok 大血拼我来了！ says: (1:12:23 PM)
yah!!!!!!!!!
bangkok 大血拼我来了！ says: (1:12:53 PM)
but must go earlier...if not when it turns hotter, the pong of animal shit is powerful
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nothing is sacred anymore
my happy memories of Port Dickson's Avillion is forever sullied.
the mischievous mangy guinea pig will be touched by someone else. *stomps foot*
of the millions of holiday destinations, why oh why, do you want to ruin my happy memories???
BAH! POOI !!!!!!!
special, special my ass. liar.
edit: can you be any more insensitive???
