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Walking away
Sometimes people walk away because they want to be alone, and sometimes people walk away because they want to know if you care enough to follow them into hell.
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Appolgies to everyone who has tried to contact me in the last couple of days.
Yesterday and lastnight wasn't good. I'll try to get back to you soon.
Might not be terribly commuicative for the next little while. -
Time heals...but not fucking quickly enough.
This week has been strange, I probably will write more on it's ups, downs, twists and turns but right now isn't the time. But I did learn two important things this week, things I wish I'd known sooner. Despite this, I haven't felt like myself. I thought I was doing much better and today I feel like I'm back to square one ( Read more... ) -
Probably more to say but this is what I can get out right now.
To say that this year has been hard would be an understatement of insane proportions. It started with so much promise; it was a different life really. The one I’m living now is totally not the one I started this year with. Sometimes I want that life back, a lot of the time I don’t , but it’s hard not to miss it. I was in a successful relationship, ( Read more... ) -
If you don't have anything nice to say.......fucking get a megaphone
And a big FUCK YOU to the people who have been reading my journal and passing on the content onto my ex ( Read more... ) -
This too shall pass
There is a point just before sleep takes me, when I feel that icy pinprick falling sensation. Like there is an abyss of despair underneath my bed, yawning and roiling waiting for me to slip in, but I fortunately always slip into sleep instead. But just for that second, the medication fails, and I feel it, like the sensation of being sliced open ( Read more... ) -
Does Daniel H Wilson owe me a career?
I’ve been reading Robopocalypse by Daniel H Wilson ( Read more... ) -
Take it like a man.
Oh dear ( Read more... ) -
Is there a vaccine for this?
I’ve often said that everyone on a forum is an idiot including you because you’re on the forum ( Read more... ) -
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Tired...just tired. It's only 7:30 and I could totally just go to bed right now.