i remembered the password.

wow. just wow.

my best sunday ever in existance was today. before i spent time on brighton beach dreaming i gave my mom some chocolates. and i really dislike my mom, so you know, this proves how fantasic i was feeling.

love, kisses, update to follow.x

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im assuming you may read here again. i thought literally all my entries here are locked so i have a say in who gets to see them, but looking back your right i did make quite a few entries and one with my name in it. scary stuff. im going to edit that entry i think, taking out the name part ( Read more... )

anyone care to tell me where april went? i remember it only being a few days.

im getting old.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) ( Read more... )

mtv2 is playing the song that has influenced me more than any other song and has helped me through the sad times for years.

history by the verve.

when your thinking about the things you do.

and they just played vid 2 of all you good good people. by embrace.

indie anthems.

`its a charmed life to double as a poet for your favourite team`

I normally write it across my chest in lipstick or blood, but sweat ruins it halfway through Horrorshow or so.

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not sure why but something about the quote had to make me post it here.

stuck
hidden
to scared to come out
braver
covering the shadows
asking for the task
lacking courage
asking for fates help
fuck fate

give me what i want
please
it would make me so happy

so i had more asthma last night and another attack. for those of you who dont know what it feels like, now when i cough its like someone hammering a 10 inch nail through my skin and into my chest.