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Doobie-Doobie-Do
Boundless nervous energy which seemingly came from nowhere.
Wish that I could waste it on you,
but we both got attitude.
Subdued due to anxiety
watching so patiently
imagination has got the best of me.
(Utterly fascinating)
hold: best interest -
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You are 100% completely narcissistic. The world revolves around you and you alone and you are impenetrable and do not listen. You have no respect for other people even though you crave their attention more than anything else because you are insecure. So insecure that you do not care if you are only getting negative attention. You are a little boy. ( Read more... ) -
Feeling Barfy
I cannot get over the greatness of this:
This morning I was dry heaving into a dirty toilet. Even though nothing came out, the endorphins did make me feel better. I drank a beer because carbonation is supposed to sooth an upset stomach. There was no soda in my refrigerator. Beer did help a little. Lounging on the couch, reading a book, I began to ( Read more... ) -
"Always Heavy On My Mind; Blue Eyes..."
"Do you fancy a spot o' tea, luv?"
Terse, but politely: "Yes...please."
Eyes scan the purple woolen knit.
"It's jumper weather again."
"Yes, and I rather like it."
"Me too." -
Hearsay
She encouraged forgetfulness of the historic as a way toward pure abstract art. The idea of the sublime as the effort to present the unpresentable. Even the giant aluminum exterior of the contemporary looks like the side of a big trailer. I feel enormous emptiness, as if I want to cry, and pity for whoever paid for it. It seems that an old rumor is ( Read more... ) -
I try to write and nothing happens.
"I must not put in strangeness where there is none. I think that is the big danger in keeping a diary: you exaggerate everything. You continually force the truth because you're always looking for something..." -
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I'm sitting in the corner of a dark and empty room alone. Dark, because the overhead light does not work. Empty, because I just moved into a new house. Alone, because I am being an antisocial butterfly and I spent way too much money going out last night for my friend's birthday. I'm taking it easy tonight ( Read more... ) -
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I think I know what you meant... -
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With a deflating balloon voice:
"You're so cute... you're just so cute.."
Yes, incapable
Perhaps afraid
A different dynamic
I do feel incomplete if I do not dream.
Mind needs escapism for sanity.
Times is hard and it's a hard life -
Eating Black Forest Cake with Coffee
Puff of cigarette and blowing smoke rings one by one. I do not smoke ( Read more... )
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