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[erin_avenger]

i am my own worst enemy. how cliche is that shit???? well it's the truth, nonetheless. things are really amazing so i can't really explain why i'm so fucked up in my head still. my friends are incredible but i feel like they're not really my friends. like i don't know why they hang out with me, i'm so generic. it's like they pity me or

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[anonymous]

I came across your site searching for the precise definition of "WASP." I read the entry that the link I found pulled up and seriously you sound like you need to be on anti-depression meds or a counselor or something. I mean you're depressed and don't know why, say you don't have a reason to be so really why allow yourself to continue to live like that? I don't condone the use of meds, but have grown up with a depressed mother whom takes medication so she doesn't feel the way you do, and wow what a change! Life is too short to be so miserable. Be thankful for what you have, respect, cherish and remember it...it may be one of the greatest things ever in your life, and you can't fully enjoy it or be truly 100% content because of this down in the dumps thing you have goin' on. I'd look into it and strongly suggest talking to your mom/man/someone about it, there may be something they can do to help you fell better.

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[erin_avenger]

dear sir/ma'am.
where as i do appreciate your concern, your advice is really horrible. if you were to read the other entries in my journal you would realize that 1. i hardly ever post in this and 2. most of my entries aren't me being sad. also i'd just like to inform you that when someone gets sad sometimes it doesn't mean that they are in general a miserable person or that they are depressed. women especially have a great deal of ups and downs due to the fact that their hormones change drastically every single month. but again, thanks for your concern. also i'm strongly against the use of medication to change one's mental state. i'd rather be sad and be able to feel than numb to the world.

[lekyukumbre]

a. when you say you're not awesome i feel like you're being facetious. b. you ARE beautiful. c. NO ERIN TAKE DRUGS FEEL BETTER DUH

seriously though i know where you're coming from. obviously. sometimes we just suck at life.