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Why cant i just move on?
Something in the way she moves ( Read more... ) -
i feel stupid
Like i came down this weekend to see my mom and friends and everything. like i got my new drivers license and caught up with everyone.
But i feel so fucking stupid because i just really wanted to see margarita. -
truth box
someone wrote in my truthbox lyrics to car underwater
first of anyone who knows me knows armor for sleep is basically one of my favorite bands
comment was "in a car underwater with time to kill, the worst part is i know i would still die for you.
idk what to make of it but someone sure does know me :) -
to tell you the truth
I miss us. i miss the falling to sleep together. holding each other. i miss the laughing and smiling and giving each other looks. i miss your pretty face. i miss being with you. -
i dont know what to do
I honestly don't know what to do. I love her. Its not the fact that i need her, no i don't need her but i want to be with her. I just want her happy. I know she really isnt with me being where i am and the way i have been treating her. I need to worry less about what is going to happen to me. The hurt the pain everything is irrelevant if i were to ( Read more... ) -
Mother Goose
We were a fairytale from the start. I dont know why I changed. Just hope its a fairytale ending. -
my maker
this is what happens in the real world
we do things to make us feel good
apart from all the bad things
you find yourself wanting what cant be
I have a lot of growing up to do, but i thought that we would grow too.
i need to learn how to be content with me. trust me. be confident in me -
hokay
I am going to try and make this good for me. I am in merced, I don't know anyone. Its somewhat lonely but i feel like once school starts that will change. I am just lucky that I have someone, even though she is four hours away. Thats all I really need i just need someone to always be there. Someone to ground me. I am even lucky that its someone i ( Read more... ) -
Entry #2
These are my thoughts tonight.
These past two years have been the most difficult for me and they still continue to be. So basically my Senior of high school shook my being and cracked my foundations. I was once a confident, cocky and somewhat arrogant person, yet I was able to be this because I was sure of myself and what I believed in. I was strong ( Read more... ) -
Entry #1
To whom it may concern:
This is my last days in the desert. 19 almost twenty years here. Its change, its growing up. It took me a couple extra years but hey I needed it.
To all my friends:
Thanks for being there for me. I enjoyed so much and met so many people. I will miss everyone.