Why cant i just move on?
Something in the way she moves
Attracts me like no other lover,
Something in the way she woos me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.
Somewhere in her smile she knows
That I don't need no other lover.
Something in her style that shows me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.
You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know.
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.
Something in the way she knows
And all I have to do is think of her,
Something in the things she shows me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.
The song sorta sums up everything. I can't help but remember the day that we met. We would basically hang out every night til way late in the evening. We watched disgusting and funny videos in your garage. We went to some random park where we found some crazy ass drawings in the sand. I found out that you liked me and i gave it a try. We talked when i was in texas and you were in mexico. Sending messages back and forth. Then we sorta had our first date when i came back, i met you at the mall, and you were nervous as hell. We went to the movies and everyone saw us there. We hung out in the car all awkward and shy. Then New Year's we kissed. It was incredible how we met. I then asked you out in the weirdest way on the third of january it was a thursday. Walmart such a quaint and common place. We were infatuated with each other. I stayed with you for a couple weeks meeting new people, experiencing what college is what I was missing out on. We would have deep conversations. I miss it.
Im sorry i didnt inform you on how I get. Im sorry that I turned everything on you. I was put through a bunch of obstacles that made grow up. I wasnt ready to, I havent been ready to. But i did i was put under pressure that i never have been through. You were the only person keeping me sane, keeping me up, keeping me from ruining my life, my moms, and from failing. Keeping me from going through what would have been the lowest point ever in my life. Keeping me from feeling hopeless and being hopeless about my future. You stood strong for me when i knew i couldnt. I was growing up in a matter of six months. Get a job erick, support the family erick, get into college erick. This was all new to me. Ive had jobs before but never needed it. Ive helped my mom but never supported her. I tried to get into college and i failed. I was facing new things and trying to keep from disappointing the people i care about. What did i do?? huh i disappointed you. I left you to deal with my frustration, my worry, my unhappiness. You were the one who was there for me and I destroyed us. During the summer i tried to make things better and i did until i had to deal with the fact of leaving you. i got irritated because i knew i was going away from you. I knew because i was away it wasnt going to work out. I knew this. I didnt want it to happen. All i did was make it happen.
It wasnt going to stay the same with me being four hours away and in college. Long distance relationships dont work out. They never do.
I am just left here trying to make the best of college but I utterly and entirely miss you. Who cares for me so much that they sacrifice themselves to help me out to make me better? I wake up in the morning missing you. Knowing that so far in life you are the best thing that has ever happened. You cared unbelievably, you never once did anything wrong, you made every right move. I was the bad partner. I was entirely in this new world worried how i was going to come out of this, did not once stop and realize what I was doing to you? no! You made every move right, you are the best person ever. You have changed my life. I know it was in the best interest for you to leave and your not going back on it because you made that decision.
You always wanted to be the person who made a difference in something in someone's life. You did. You saved me from falling into this pit of despair. If i didnt work i wouldnt be where i am, if i didnt support my mom. i would be working two three jobs, if i didnt go to college, i wouldnt be able to achieve my dreams.
You have moved on because you had to.
Im left here trying to fight this feeling this longing because i know no matter what Im left to realize that I love you dearly. Not the passionate love that i miss but that fact that I truly love you because you cared about me so much you allowed this relationship to crumble in order to help me.
I just dont know what to do.
Attracts me like no other lover,
Something in the way she woos me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.
Somewhere in her smile she knows
That I don't need no other lover.
Something in her style that shows me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.
You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know.
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.
Something in the way she knows
And all I have to do is think of her,
Something in the things she shows me.
I don't want to leave her now,
You know I believe and how.
The song sorta sums up everything. I can't help but remember the day that we met. We would basically hang out every night til way late in the evening. We watched disgusting and funny videos in your garage. We went to some random park where we found some crazy ass drawings in the sand. I found out that you liked me and i gave it a try. We talked when i was in texas and you were in mexico. Sending messages back and forth. Then we sorta had our first date when i came back, i met you at the mall, and you were nervous as hell. We went to the movies and everyone saw us there. We hung out in the car all awkward and shy. Then New Year's we kissed. It was incredible how we met. I then asked you out in the weirdest way on the third of january it was a thursday. Walmart such a quaint and common place. We were infatuated with each other. I stayed with you for a couple weeks meeting new people, experiencing what college is what I was missing out on. We would have deep conversations. I miss it.
Im sorry i didnt inform you on how I get. Im sorry that I turned everything on you. I was put through a bunch of obstacles that made grow up. I wasnt ready to, I havent been ready to. But i did i was put under pressure that i never have been through. You were the only person keeping me sane, keeping me up, keeping me from ruining my life, my moms, and from failing. Keeping me from going through what would have been the lowest point ever in my life. Keeping me from feeling hopeless and being hopeless about my future. You stood strong for me when i knew i couldnt. I was growing up in a matter of six months. Get a job erick, support the family erick, get into college erick. This was all new to me. Ive had jobs before but never needed it. Ive helped my mom but never supported her. I tried to get into college and i failed. I was facing new things and trying to keep from disappointing the people i care about. What did i do?? huh i disappointed you. I left you to deal with my frustration, my worry, my unhappiness. You were the one who was there for me and I destroyed us. During the summer i tried to make things better and i did until i had to deal with the fact of leaving you. i got irritated because i knew i was going away from you. I knew because i was away it wasnt going to work out. I knew this. I didnt want it to happen. All i did was make it happen.
It wasnt going to stay the same with me being four hours away and in college. Long distance relationships dont work out. They never do.
I am just left here trying to make the best of college but I utterly and entirely miss you. Who cares for me so much that they sacrifice themselves to help me out to make me better? I wake up in the morning missing you. Knowing that so far in life you are the best thing that has ever happened. You cared unbelievably, you never once did anything wrong, you made every right move. I was the bad partner. I was entirely in this new world worried how i was going to come out of this, did not once stop and realize what I was doing to you? no! You made every move right, you are the best person ever. You have changed my life. I know it was in the best interest for you to leave and your not going back on it because you made that decision.
You always wanted to be the person who made a difference in something in someone's life. You did. You saved me from falling into this pit of despair. If i didnt work i wouldnt be where i am, if i didnt support my mom. i would be working two three jobs, if i didnt go to college, i wouldnt be able to achieve my dreams.
You have moved on because you had to.
Im left here trying to fight this feeling this longing because i know no matter what Im left to realize that I love you dearly. Not the passionate love that i miss but that fact that I truly love you because you cared about me so much you allowed this relationship to crumble in order to help me.
I just dont know what to do.